they can only twist your arm so much.

I haven't been posting much. Mainly, because Ryder has become a little terror. Seriously. This is a whole new ballgame for me. Hunter was/is a laid back kid. Ryder definitely not. I guess I'm going to order the Dr. Sears book on disciplining. That way I'll have a head start lol. I had a bad feeling that he was going to be a handful around 8 months or so. Hunter loved playing in Ryder's crib with him at the time. Hunter would be sitting there good playing with a toy attached to the crib. Out of no where Ryder would lean over and tackle him.
I barely have time to get on the computer these days. Most of my online time is spent on my Blackberry.
We've also been enjoying the nice weather. Saturday we spent most of the day at Rockford Beach with my friends Krystal, Kelly, & their girls. Also Amanda and her girls. It was fun. Hunter was scared to go swimming. He spent most of the time playing in the sand. Ryder loved being out in the water. It was a lot of fun.
Krystal and Kelly invited Billy and I to some hippy festival at the end of July. We may go. It's for two days and you camp out in a field just listening to music the entire time. Sounds like fun. I'm kinda afraid of what happens at a event like that. What I'm looking forward to (if we go) is the stuff they will be selling. I've been wanting a really cool hemp necklace. I guess that'll be a good place to buy one.
So Billy and I have been doing the whole "Not trying but not avoiding" thing. Well that's coming to a stop tomorrow. For the reason of Ryder being a handful. I can't handle another kid right now. So I have an appointment to get birth control. So it's up in the air when we'll have our third kid.

What I'm listening to: Kill Roger Hedgecock by The Locust